How are you? Im living the dream!

How are you? Is what you asked, but how is this question meant are you sincere about wanting to know or just asking to be polite?
This question has two answers that I can give not knowing the intent of your qustion my answer may seem a little out of sight

So your sincere and want to know, how can this be possible? seems so unrealistic this day and age.
Well my answer will be. I'm msserable, angry, worn out sick of everything,you seem confused lost look in your eyes, I guess the truth hit you like a shot from a twelve gauge.

Now your asking how are you but you just don't care you ask me just to make small talk, people like you make my blood boil I'm angry but well hidden and I just want to sream
So to this question you ask though the answer you do no
t care here it is are you ready? How are you? I'm living the dream!

Ok Im back

Ok I'm back I gave up but you can't stop doing what you love.
There have been so many times thing were in my head that had to come out and didn't. I thought I won't write it that way I can build on it and it will manifest into a book or something good, but no way. I went nuts after thinking of how much I lost by not writing the anger the pain of not doing it right again.
Now here I am with my blog about nothing just a fool rambling about shit no one cares about, I know I'm not a story writer and I know I'm never going to get readers and I also know I'm never going to get famous writing this blog and you know what who cares, who the hell cares because I like it, it makes me feel great to know that no matter how shit life gets I can write about anything to get me where I want to be if you don't like it don't read I'm not going anywhere any more. I will write for me whatever I want this is to your screen from my head

For enyone who may have been a reader that missed my blog for 5-6 months I'm sorry and I'm back for me and I hope u like it thanks for reading from me to you

What's next

Well my intrest in writing this blog are done I'm not even thinking anymore, people say keep writing but I have no will.

I would rather do a blog where I try to pick winners of ncaa nba nfl nhl and soccer games every day not saying I'm good or bad but at least there is a passion for it.
Look I wrote my blogs because I was going through a tough time and writing kept my mind off bad thoughts.

I have poor grammer and structure for writing blogs and my topics are snoozers for most people and no one cares about what I'm going through they got their own problems they don't need me depressing them even more.
It was fun but I'm no good at this here writing thing and I now accept that so thanks to anyone who did read my blog but I think this will be my last entry at 1leob2.blogspot.com. But I may how ever start the sports blog soon or I may not it was fun but it has gotten old and I can't write to myself anymore. Thanks again to everyone

50 Years of love

50 years have come and gone,and still your love goes on and on.
3 grown children you both have raised and never asked to be praised.

You struggled sometimes to make ends meet,argueud and complained but your love for each other was always concrete.
I know you have cried together and you have shared a few chukles,as your bond grew bigger you overcame the big struggles.

50 years have past since you both said I Do, and in sickness and in health your commitment to each other is so pure and true.
Mom, dad has alzhiemers and it hurts you the most, but Lucia is fresh in his mind your his wife his pillar and post.

50 years for any couple is not easy to achieve, but hell for a couple of Italian imagrants who came here with nothing you accomplished it with what looked like ease.
So I raise a glass to 50 years of marriage mom and dad you have both made your 3 children proud,so happy 50th golden anniversary I say and I scream it out loud and I only pray That
one day I can make my children feel as I do for the both of you and the feeling is proud

CONGRADULATIONS. DONATO AND LUCIA BIANCO 50 years in love in sickness and in health