All for not

Stopped as is my breath my eyes can't look past your beauty, my head turning but the eyes stay dialed in and locked on you.
Captivated totally at first glance, ah the angels sing in my head, but in my stomach jittery butterflies as I swallow I take it all in.
So precious your eyes, your smile, from head to toe flawless, as though my eyes can never see a higher standard.
A look is all it was for I am not man enough to approach you, out of my league is what you are, I can  say and dream all I want but never to express the emotions, for your rejection is all I have to gain.
Stopped is my breath, my heartbeat racing, eyes locked too, I am just me and for that I will never deserve a beautiful and intelligent woman such as  you .

Visions of you

Visions of you running through my head, its never ending it replays over and over even as I lay in bed.
I see your face and think of hope, that one soon I will hold you as though we were tied together by rope.
In my head I smell you perfume ah that heart warming scent,you got my attention my heart is money and on you it is spent.
I can't speak, I look and tremble your beauty scares me I'm afraid to approach, I long to capture your attention,  but this man is too afraid that your possible rejection will burn me like heat from a torch.
So the relentless battle inside me  grows till my feelings for you have all been said.
Until that day comes and all has been told visions of you will continue to run inside my head.

How are you? Im living the dream!

How are you? Is what you asked, but how is this question meant are you sincere about wanting to know or just asking to be polite?
This question has two answers that I can give not knowing the intent of your qustion my answer may seem a little out of sight

So your sincere and want to know, how can this be possible? seems so unrealistic this day and age.
Well my answer will be. I'm msserable, angry, worn out sick of everything,you seem confused lost look in your eyes, I guess the truth hit you like a shot from a twelve gauge.

Now your asking how are you but you just don't care you ask me just to make small talk, people like you make my blood boil I'm angry but well hidden and I just want to sream
So to this question you ask though the answer you do no
t care here it is are you ready? How are you? I'm living the dream!